Tuesday, November 15, 2005
jazz wanna me update!! so i'm here to update!!
jazz!! idiot idiot!!!!!!!!!!
caught a falling star @ 4:42 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
hol is over!! i enjoyed my hols!! almost everidae out at town... shoppin.. havin hi tea.. dinner.. wah!! can u imagines all e' fats tt is growin?? wahaha.. hope my swims did help.. wahaha.. :p
enjoyed a lot durin e' ktv session.. :p a bdae surprise for jr.. surprise ar.. :p haha.. can u guys imagine.. we actualli sang fr 11 to 8? wahaha.. :p well.. sore throat n slight fever after tt.. anw.. enjoyed tt lots.. :p
spent a lot in dis hol i think.. too much le.. n mostli on FOOD!! oh no.. more swims i think..
i prepared dinner for my family.. haha.. :p fried egg n sweet n sour prawn.. it's superb.. believe mi.. u'll fall in love wif my food i tell u.. wahaha.. :p
there's happi thgs happened.. of cuz there's unhappy thgs too.. :p bt i dun wanna rmb.. so shall not sae tt.. bt i noe.. at least they all care for me.. :)
1st dae of sch.. :p great.. i miss everione.. :p went to our site.. juz beside studio.. haha.. had dis week man.. hol on tue n thu.. muz well dun go everidae? wahaha..
tml gems.. omg!! HELP ME!! i cant get into wat i wanna go.. n i got into PRINCIPLE OF WEB DESIGN!! argh!!
sth to share.. :p
每个人都有自己喜与不喜欢的人。
你不需要勉强自己去讨好每个人。
尽管做你想做的事,
只要你心里知道你的决定是对的,
将来就不会因为今天的决定而后悔
~fernny~
caught a falling star @ 12:46 AM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
walking down esplanade.. to merlion park.. to fullerton.. back to esplanade...
n i'm alone.. all alone.. with tears... sit by e' river.. thinkin of e' memories we had.. all i can sae is.. i'm hurt...
caught a falling star @ 11:56 PM
Friday, October 07, 2005
y everione got it.. bt i didn.. oh well.. tt's fate ba.. i hv my hol back.. time for more swims i think.. :p *thinkin on e' brighter side*
i'm bored!! was locked at hm e' whole of ydae n 2dae.. bt dear is bringin mi out later for dinner.. haha.. :p so.. nvm..
i miss dear..
getting fatter.. dear brought mi for supper again!! not ice cream dis time.. bt it's satay!! oh my!! can c e' meat n fats fr e' satay growin on my stomach.. gettin bigger n bigger.. like a swimin float!!
promised julie to go sentosa dis sun.. haha.. :p time to meet up wif them again!! sc n jr.. :p oh my.. gettin darker liao!!
managed to finish my theory paper.. yippy!!
feel so loneli suddenli.. i'm no longer e' usual wanfern.. tryin to hide.. escape fr everithg.. i cant face all e' reality.. i dun.. i dun wan... stayin at hm.. hidin under e' blanket cryin doesn help! y is life so unfair.. they all live a much better life den me.. it's so unfair!! all dis r killin me.. i'm tire.. can someone plz take mi away.. away fr dis scary and fearful place......
..promise not to leave me please..
..promise u'll always be there for me..
..promise u'll always be with me..
~fernny~
caught a falling star @ 5:38 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
hurt..
gastric is comin back.. is there ani solution which i no need to eat medicine n yet my gastric can go away?
quarrel.. no more plz..
gastric... go away plz..
troubles.. get lost.....
gossips....... STOP IT!!
well.. everithg was over..
there's a lot for mi to sae.. bt i choose not to.. it's all over.... :p tml will be a better dae i hope..
hol.. juz woke up.. dear forgot to wake me up n he fell aslp... :p theory paper is not finish.. n fri is e' submission.. die liao lar.. cable for cam is not wrkin.. n i had to take pics for my case study.. die liao lar.. oh ya..
happi b'dae fang.. :p enjoy ur dae.. ;p stay happi always.. :) sMiLe
chalet was fun.. in e' pool.. kana chase by security..
went playground wif rain n jazz was marvellous.. i enjoy.. cycle all e' way there.. e' playground wif new thgs.. 3 of us look like 3 yrs old kids sia.. haha.. :p swing... n e' toilet bowl seat.. haha.. :p spider web.. blah blah..
bt i fall sick e' 2nd nite.. :( bt still i had lotsa fun.. :p esp on e' bed wif rain n jazz.. STUPID!!
beach wif them n mumpheng.. lookin at e' sea.. thunder... slp by e' pool... cooling!!
tob's b'dae chalet.. didn manage to go.. it's too last min lar.. so soli bro.. we shall meet up soon.. n u'll hv a gd scoldin fr me.. wahaha.. :p ani.. u had grown up for another yr.. GROW UP PLEASE!! n seriously go n get me a sister-in-law... wahaha.. :p
i missed DE chalet too.. forgot all abt it.. promise to go down.. bt i didn.. opps.. n they called n scold mi.. :'(
i went for a swim ydae.. became darker liao..
think i spend a lot dis few daes for shoppin.. omg!!!!!!!! n i bought myself a new pair of slippers.. bt e' pair i like.. no more stock.. NO MORE STOCK IN ANY OTHER OUTLET!! so sad... :'(
well.. end for e' dae.. shall fix a dae n bomb everithg out to fishy n sc soon.... :p wahaha.. :p
~fernny~ life will not be complete without u..
caught a falling star @ 3:56 AM
Monday, September 26, 2005
i'm happi.. v v happi.. bt i kinda sick now.. :'(
had my hair cut.. went to REDS instead dis time.. not a bad one.. i shall go back to him.. :p met dear after tt.. shop a while b4 goin to my student hse.. :p
saw anson n xueting at bugis.. :p sooo long nv c them liao.. no change.. haaha.. :p
it'd been 6 mths liao.. time passes sooooo fast.. haha.. :p
dear bought mi to sentosa last sat.. had a great time.. cable car.. sky tower.. we spent a lot.. a lot of $$.. a lot of time together.. :p so.. for dinner..we had to save up.. n we shared a sandwich.. haha.. :p
time passes sooooooo fast.. TIRE!!!! bt i managed to watch my musical fountain.. wahaha.. :p sooo nice.. words juz cant describe how happi i am.. bt dear as usual.. pamper mi too much le..!! i got watever i wan.. bt still.. dear.. dun pamper mi too much leh..
dear was forced to take pics again.. haha.. :p
crit was over.. sch sem come to an end.. hol finally.. bt gonna go back sch for microstation wrkshop tml n wed.. chalet fr wed till fri.. shld i go DE chalet next mon till wed?? shld i? still dunno leh!!!!
crit was alrite i think.. shld i redo? I DUNNO!! argh!!
went to eat sushi n steamboat wif rainie n dennis.. had a great time.. haha.. sooo fun eatin tt awful ice.. haha.. took pic.. haha.. shall scan liao den upload n show u all.. FUNNY!!
i miss dear.. i miss sc n fishy.. i miss jr, gs.... n mani mani more..
dinner time.. bye all..
~fernny~ take care all..
caught a falling star @ 7:37 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005
i feel so scared suddenli.. it's so competitive.. i cant imagine so mani changed.. they r juz so self fish.. wat they care r themselves.. there r juz soo mani fake ppl ard mi n i dunno hu to trust.. ppl livin wif mask.. gd fren in front.. back stabber at e' back.. it's so fake.. i oso dunno how to describe.. suddenli i dunno wat i need to do.. i feel so lost.. dunno wat i gonna do.. juz wish to finish my presentation tml n meet up wif sc n fisshy.. wahaha.. i miss u 2 soo much..u 2 hv to hear mi complain again.. poor u.. :p wahaha.. *evil laugh*
proj finalli ended!! wahaha.. *clap* bt i think i gonna re do.. everione was given a chance to redo everithg durin e' hol.. shld i?
i hv no feel for dis proj. i think i'll get a bad marks.. cuz.. i didn put ani effort on dis proj i admit.. haiz... :(
shld i join vivocity? shld i? ani comments? i dunno.. i'm confused.. next fri is e' deadline for vivocity.. bt i'm hvin chalet next wed till fri.. argh.. i'm confused!!!
hol=no hol... argh.. proj again.. theory paper as hol hw.. re do for interior 'x'scape.. blah blah... n FOT camp comin up too..
stomachache!! HELP ME!! haiz.. i miss dear soo much... bt i had to prepare my speech for tml...
lantern festival.. wahaha.. dear promise to play lantern.. in e' end..we went west coast to c ppl play wif lantern.. wahaha.. :p bt i enjoy tt.. :p
went out ydae wif mummy.. bought a lot of thgs.. wahaha.. jealous?
1st dae of presentation.. wow!! e' place is juz so cosy.. so my concept.. "LOUNGE' wahaha.. :p e' seatings.. soo comfortable.. i realli fell aslp.. shall upload e' pic later.. :p well.. time to call dear liao.. bye all.. dun miss mi.. :p
~fernny~ take care my frenz.. *LIVE LIKE URSELF*
caught a falling star @ 10:32 PM